Sobriety means that the morning’s feel much better, but the nights feel much worse.

It means the world outside of me feels much softer, more understanding and tolerant. But the world inside is spinning around violently and colliding with itself.

It means I am less truthful than ever and everything about me is harder to believe, even more so to myself.

It means that nothing that is desired will ever happen fast enough but everything else will last for all eternity.